This is the first time I've ever done a blog. I figure it may help me to calm down and get thoughts out of my head.
Lately I have been feeling very alone. At school, I don't quite fit in, be it my age, my size, or just being me. In the huge school, I am surrounded by many people and yet I feel isolated. In my classes, I sit and every desk all around me are empty. Like people are scared to sit by me, maybe they would catch "fat."
I'm noticing myself pushing everyone away now at home too. The isolation is carrying over to the one place I am absolutely not alone. I know I am loved at home. At home I am someone worth loving. I know if people got to know me, they'd like me, I am a good person. But who wants to take that time to get to know some one like me?
I'm really needing my friends and family around me to boost me up the way only they can. But they don't know it, and I'm to down to tell them.